For As Long As I Do Not Have A Proper Modem at My House, This Tabulas Shall Remain Like This. For I Do Not Have Enough Time To Create a New Look For It.

Fuckyay.

My japanese name is  Hamano (seaside field)  Takumi (open sea)
My French name is Chase Thebaud

 

Currently listening to: BurnOut [Sugarfree]
Reading: Wheel of Time
Bored by: nothing
Is Obviously: crappy

Stupid school wont let me access Multiply. Will post entry here temporarily.

 

 

 

 

 

Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann!

First of all this is my first, and probably ONLY entry about an anime, ever. Why? Because personally I don’t watch japanimation much, and I am very picky about what I watch since I don’t have much time to do it.

Oh boy, where do I start.            This anime is so awesome that I have actually regretted refusing to watch it for three months as my friend, Inigo suggested. This is also the first and only form of… well ANYTHING (short of a certain ex-girlfriend) that made me shed tears.

And Be proud of shedding said tears.

 

 

ANIKI!

Okay, for you guys out there who have already watched the first episode, think again. That was the exact reason why I wasn’t interested in watching in the first place (well, actually Inigo showed me parts of EP 4, which turned me off, but we all know that episode was mindfuck and was considered fail.)

Watch it. The characterization of the people inside the story is so vivid that it was the very reason I wept. The story is awesome, with certain parallelisms as expected from an anime, but they say that you cant understand proper English without parallelisms (circa: ENG13).

Although the story itself is awesome in itself, It couldn’t have attracted my attention for more than five minutes if it wasn’t for the execution of the story. The universe is so surreal that you wonder from time to time if their lives were scripted or something (which, as we all know, is ironically true). But it was done with a dash of realism that is very refreshing from the usual crap of stories that try to make things as real as possible. There was so many expected crap as you would watch out for in traditional anime that you eagerly wait them and assume “Ah, This is the part that…” and wait for your conclusion to manifest itself onto the screen.

BUT NO.

HAHAHAHA

Just when you assume, the story curves in a way that you will literally (at least I did) go, WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED? In a good way, of course.

Also, this may be a small spoiler but: I’ve never seen an anime who used death as awesome here. They made it realistic so that you would shed a tear each and every time one of the pilots die.

Anyway, what attracted me to watch this at first was actually Kamina also known as Aniki (Brother). He’s as unique as any character gets. He’s the actual definition of Awesome. Most anime *cough*narutoforexample*cough* makes a guy that is loud, obnoxious etc and give him little talent and think that he will generate a lot of laughs whenever the guy fails.

Not Aniki.He’s Awesome.

 

 

 

 

Anyway: tl;dr version: Even though Inigo says that this is a gateway anime to mecha-dom, I suggest that you watch it. If it was worth my time then it should be worth yours.

 

 

Okay, now I’m off to /m/.  Haha, kidding.

Currently listening to: Pain Redefined ~ Disturbed
Reading: Smoke and Mirrors ~ Neil Gaiman
Bored by: Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann!
Is Obviously: HOTBLOODED

Let's face it. This was not meant to last. I was never really planning on keeping this place up long, and after Inigo left, I felt there was no more reason to stay.

Also, this place reminds me of her. I need to get out.

i wont be closing this, to remind me of the past. But I wont be visiting it much either.

If you need me. I'll be Out of Context

Well thanks for reading and good bye.

*edit*

Also, if you need me anywhere else. Im PinoyLAG's Altair. Visit the site if you want.

PinoyLAG stands for:

Pinoy Leage of Addicted Gamers

Currently listening to: Bring Back The Sun ~ Our Lady Peace

Well, I guess I have to update some time.

Okay.

Work
Somehow I managed to get work at the last part during this summer. It's for my father's company. I sell beer during events. Fun, but not really profitable.

Love (?)
I Got Dumped for no reason on the start of summer. But I've got to say that I have finally decided that I will move one. Well, that and more experiments. Huzzah.

Social
Went out with a few friend-girls. Not really much fun to discuss.

Friends
Had a few Trips to Tagaytay and back. a Few stays on a friend's house

Academic
Father gave me a last chance. If I fail anything this sem. He wont let me enroll next year.

 

Yeah. That's about it
 

Currently listening to: Dig ~ Incubus

RULES:

Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I'm Immune to Porn. Well I do get aroused sometimes but the traditional porn market bores me. Its due to my own experiments. Is this awesome? Y/N

2. I have another blog. In the form of a Notebook. It's for when I'm too lazy to post.

3. I love getting mindfucked. Things that don't go the way you think, Time Paradoxes or just creepy disgusting things. FUCK YEAH!


4. I get bored. A Lot. I don't know why. I don't even have Attention Deficit Disorder. I just get bored.

5. I Hate Rap. Fo 'shizzle

6. I Beat People up as a hobby. Mixed Martial Arts.

7. I Like to Cook. Whenever I can

8. I rarely do anything seriously. Or give it full attention. Yeah. So My Achievements are not really achievements to me since I don't really work hard. Or I'm just plain Lazy. You be the judge

9. I Manipulate people for fun. Psychological Attacks. I make people do what I want. It's sort of a Gift, really. If this was a Neverwinter Nights game I'd have my Persuade in 30 Levels

10. Believe it or not. I can control my reality in a sense. Well, at least I think I do. I mean. All the things that happen to me are sometimes result of what I want to happen.

 

I'm Tagging

You

Currently listening to: Nothing

The room was silent. It had only been moments since she said those three words, those three overused yet unexplainably breathtaking words.

”I love you.”

I bowed my head. I never really expected this from her. To me she was an unreachable star, so magnificent, so beautiful, and so true. Yet she had already loved another. I smiled then and lived my life, found love for myself. Yet we stayed friends.

“You seem quiet.”

I was pulled from my flashback as I felt her hands wrap around me. Those soft limbs that I once longed to hold and caress were now slowly wrapping themselves around me. I let her grasp my arms as I looked around the room. It was a cozy enough place. The walls held an assortment of racks that contained trophies and awards. I spotted a small wooden desk and a chair, which lay on the far side of the room. Then I noticed where I—we were; A soft bed laden with pillows and stuffed animals.

No, this was not where I thought we would meet.

I felt a soft warm feeling on my left cheek and realized that she had kissed me. “Hello?” she said as she giggled. “Are you there?”

”Yeah.” I said, still bewildered.

You see, she had already loved someone else. Someone whom I thought loved her more than I did. She seemed happy and I was content just as long as she was. So I did what I thought was right. I lived my life.

I did find someone I thought who loved me. Someone I thought who really cared, but I was proven wrong. It was nothing but a shallow façade of love conducted by enraged hormones, nothing more. Although I can’t say that I was unaffected. My world died when she left me. Thankfully, I had found a way to live despite that.

Curiously, she had found me once more just as I had begun living again. I had learned that she herself had suffered the same misfortune that I had, she had been alone for a while and she sought company. Seeing her as a friend in dire need I consented and begun to console her. She did not know my problem, I never told her. But comforting her helped me move on somehow.

In time she asked me to accompany her. She had told me that It would be a surprise, that we were going some place ‘special’. I assumed it would be someplace where she had taken her love once.

I never imagined it to be here.

The room was dark now, She had turned off the lights for a while back, the only illumination left was the small lamp on the far table. She placed her head on my shoulder and hugged me from behind as she murmured soft, unintelligible words.

I felt a cold drop of sweat on the back of my head. It contrasted to her warm body, which was softly entangling mine.

“Are you sure about this?” It was all I could say.

Her answer came in the morning. As I felt the heat of the sun arrive, I slowly opened my eyes to find her lying on top of me. Her face showed a calm happiness that afflicted me.

”I love you too,” I whispered.

Currently listening to: Don't Get Lost In Heaven ~ Gorillaz
Reading: Harry Potter 6
Bored by: House
Is Obviously: Inexplicable

Well, everything is going back to normal. I've been out on a few dates. Gotten to know new friends and contacted some of the old.

Curiously enough it has been easy for me to move on.

Too easy.

But, looking back on it I remember when Nikka accepted my ridiculous offer. My first thoughts were.

Aim Higher. The next one would be better. Would be much better than her.

I shudder to think that I really wanted this to happen.

But well. That's life. The only things that happen to you are the ones you want to happen.

Think about it

By the way, Im writing again with the help of a friend of mine. Read it Here

Currently listening to: Nothing
Reading: Change of Seasons Chapter 5: The Road

After all the years I have built my defenses, my semi-apathetic look in life, my philosophy of not caring about anything. After all the preparations that I had made in case of everything. Nothing could have ever prepared me for this.

I was so sure about myself. I was so sure on what I was doing. And Yet In the end I really never knew anything after all.

She left me. I don’t really understand why. I can see no reason for us to break up but she did.

I gave her everything I could. I never did anything intentional to harm her. She was the only person I really loved…

Fuck this.

That should teach me to love. I knew it from the start. I never should have tried that. I never should have loved her in the first place.


God, I miss her.

Currently listening to: Better than me ~Hinder

Janos staggered back to his bed, tired and hungry he slowly reached up and drank from the silver cup that was beside his bed. Cautiously, he replaced the cup, careful lest he break it.

It has been a rough six months since his rebirth into human flesh and already he has had quite enough of it. Humanity is a lot of work compared to being cold, undead and unfeeling.

Bah Screw it. Since I've lost Janos (my other, uncaring, undead alter ego) I have found it harder and harder to write. Hence, the lack of updates. So here I am, starving after a well-deserved 70 something (passed) grade on my History Finals (they let us check the answer once you finish). I'll try to write something now to update my non-existent readers of my current activities since I last left.

 

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In This Month:

~I have learned why men fall out of Love

~I have learned why some men cheat

~I have learned why stupid Emos commit suicide

~I have learned why some guys beat the crap out of other guys just for looking at their girl.

~and I have learned why men fall back in love.

~And the importance of Sex in relationships

So Basically this month was focused on my relationship hooooooooooooo-rah. Life is fun.

Also:

Me and my friends are going to tagaytay next week for a 4-day training camp. I will be having my first full-contact no-holds-barred Match (not sparring) with my friend, Gardo. I was given command of a 3-man team of fighters to manage and train for 3 days.

Wish me luck guys XD

 

Also I will be posting a friends-only post regarding the relationship. This is for future reference for me and my friends. Anyway It will be an interesting read. once I get home and start typing, anyway

 

Now, I leave you guys once again to venture in the Ultimate game:

Life

 

 

PS: Belated Happy 6th Monthsary to Nikka. We celebrated and she spent most of my money, but who cares? haha 

Currently listening to: Nothing